Fucking. Sexual relations, intimacy, coupling, mating, copulation, penetration, nookie, whoopee, coitus, coition, fornication, carnal knowledge. Doing it….not doing it. You ask for it, you beg for it, you pretend you don’t want it, you need it, you don’t need it. What you do to get it, what you do once you finally do get it. What they say when they know you love it, that you will drop the act and just request it. How you look after….hair like a tornado, panties far flung, sheets marred, blood under the skin. How you feel after…divorced from artifice, emboldened, bare. What you give up when you fuck….power, fear, dignity, loneliness. What you get when you fuck…pleasure, release, peace, fear. Age brings you closer to the source. You know that making love is tied only to the moment that you make it. You also know that semen is not the only residue left behind. The price you pay for soothing the ache…the going rate.
I love that you are naked. Even when you’re not.